I woke up this morning in deep thought like always, but wondering if what they say about when u give something or someone majority of your thought process that your given it power. So of course I battled with this because I over think. I was always told that I should write of book well maybe this fan be my way of facing and dealing with things on my journey to have a peaceful mind. I look back on my life and came to the realization that I don’t have anything to call my own other than 4 beautiful daughters. I will be 37 next month an I am wanting more and more each day. I think that our worst fears when giving the power of thought can manifest into reality. My 2 worst fears are death and failure. I have started plenty of things but never completed them. I was taught to lead and know how but when I battle myself the other twin in me wins. I often wonder is it due to a lot of insecurities I had growing up. A lot of my childhood I have blocked out and as I get older I gain knowledge of bits an pieces of it. So as my therpy, I will write it down and even if no one follows at least I will be able to close the book on a chapter of my life that I have given power to for all this time.